Desperately In Search of.....

 It's been awhile since my last post....

I believed it was years ago when I wrote my 1st post. I accidentally stumbled upon my own profile while I was and still am desperately searching for the best tips, tricks and recipe for the ultimate moist choc cake!

I came across a fellow blogger who had this list of tips but the information wasn't enough for me, so when I wanted to replied/comment, I saw my own profile. Hence, I decided to re-visit after its been forgotten since years ago...

I'm not sure if anyone read my 1st one and only post back then.. Alhamdulillah with Allah's grace and permission, I still am donning the hijab whenever necessary. I'm not yet pious, nor am I perfect or "good enough"... But I'm working towards the goal to please my beloved creator and hope that by covering my aurat, at least it will be one of the reason for Allah swt to forgive me for all my sins be it for the ones that I known or unknown.

Shall I end this here for today?? There's so many things had happened over the years and I wish I could type it all in one go here... but I guess let's do it lil by lil, one post at a time..

See you in my next post. 

:)

When You only have 1 ninja inner.....

Shocked???

Yeah.... that's the truth actually.
I only recently started donning the hijab/covers my aurat late September 2015.

And because I have such a round face plus the chubby cheeks and....high cheekbones, I tend to worry how "fat" I'm so gonna look like having a shawl/scarves wrapping around my already so fat and super chubby face!

The HORROR!!!!

I must have looked something like this...  But she is way too adorable looking than me *sigh*

All these worries made me asked around what should I wear?
What I should not?
This and.... that.
And I came to a solution with some suggestions and advice that I will be more "slim-looking" (whatever that means) by putting on a double crossed inner ninja with anti-chubby.

Slim looking?

So off I went to Joo Chiat, Pasar Geylang, Tanjong Katong Complex to source for this "anti-chubby" inner ninja...

After few times (more like days...hahahaha) of surveying, I finally found something I though "suitable" and fits the description. 

"Ok...," I thought to myself "I guess this will have to do."

Im just so tired of wasted trips, going up and down the streets, shops after shops and having some of the sales aunties giving me "funny" kinda look because before that I have not yet worn any headscarves or tudung...

Maybe they are just puzzled? IDK 

To sum it all up, I manage to get 1.... Yup! I just purchased 1 FIRST, you know.... So that I can feel how it is etc etc etc

I don't wanna waste money whereby I buy few pieces and end up that I don't like it or how I look in it or you know.... all those reasons or excuses mayb??? 

hehehehehe

Feel me?
Maybe not... Oh well...

And so.....as days went by, I just have no time to shop for another few pieces as I'm afraid that if I did purchased few more pieces, my friends or somebody or anybody would commented that you know....actually I don't look that slim after-all even with the anti-chubby inner.

Or

What if I purchased too many and I didn't used all of them?! Urggghhhhhh

The FRUSTRATION!!!!

So ya....that explains how I end up with only 1 ninja inner =P